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i wanna go to the concert so bad!! ;____; and it's on august 16 the day after i leave HK. I'm kinda thinking of going because I might be able to make it. But then I think of plane tickets and the actual tickets for the con and who's gonna go with me, I might not be able to make it D: IT'S SO CLOSEEEEE /criess When I saw the poster I considered begging my parents to let me go but I think they won't no matter how much I beg. cries even more. i wanna see SUJU live !! and DBSK!! and SHINee!! well that's pretty much SM TOWN XD;;

OMG and SJ's Super Show 2 is this weekend ! O: i'm excited yet depressed because this is another concert i won't be able to attend. ;__; But I saw the goods and I want the t-shirt, it's so cute! :D well both of them actually because there's two i think. one with the characters and the super show 2 for the other. i wonder if anyone is willing to buy the goods for me... hahahaha.

ahh so i'll be leaving for HK soon. i haven't started packing yet. :P i need to pack clothes, gifts, and ...

my mom is nagging me about a lot of things. this is why even though i LOVE vacation, there's always parents saying: stop wasting your time on the internet blahblahblah, and do something useful. ):< BUT it's MY vacation ! if i wanted to study some more I would have went to summer school >(
i'm being such a brat.

more cheerful note, time for my fangirling over manga/anime. :D
( animemangaanimemanga )
yess this is how i'm spending my vacation. kinda boring and i feel like going out shopping, watching movies, etc. i think i'm gonna start packing for real. and maybe work on photoshop. O:
/yup gonna go eat lunch now. :D

is it bad that i love this song to much? O: i ♥ EH.

oops i forgot what i was gonna say. .____. lol ok nvm. yeah so I got rated at suju_rating :D I got Ryeowook and edited my profile.

i'm kinda bored. O: i felt like posting something since today's friday. XD; OH OHHH. Yes. today's July 10. :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HEECHUL~ ♥♥♥♥♥ You're awesomeee!! / i'm not late, am i? it's still July 10 here. XD

something SHINee. yes. i was gonna say i'm starting to find them really hot. XD; not that i didn't before. but they're kinda young compared to SJ or DBSK O: it just didn't really hit me like that, lol. after watching more of their perfs it was just like wow O:. plus Juliette is kinda growing on me lol maybe because i found out Jonghyun wrote it. XD but still, it's going up the list of my fav songs. funny thing is that i can't pick a favorite in SHINee O: weird. i switch to quickly to actually like one of them. XD; first it was key then onew, jonghyun, and taemin. minho's not on the list yet >.<;; /don't hate me. but right now it's between key and onew. XD lol. they're all really cute though, maybe that why. ♥

repetitive. but i kinda wanna change my layout again. >.>;; what's wrong with me? lol

Fic? Drabble.
I blame this on the drama I'm watching right now, Hong Gil Dong. You guys should watch it if you're free. :) It's good. And I rarely get into a kdrama. XD for some reason, i watch the first few eps and stop. XD
*spoilers
( yi nok / young master (the prince) [hong gil dong drabble] )

maybe something sj related. :D

( hanchul: birthday boy always get a present. (maybe or maybe not) )

and a picture of hae just because. ♥/lj cut better not mess up today again ):

ok i think i got it this time. took me so long. >.<;; i can't use lj cut with this, or else it goes all weird. O: sorry ^^;

pink_hibiscus3 gave me letter D. haha this one should be obvious. :P

DONGHAE ♥
Darkness
Dates (i've never been on one bu they seem fun in movies XD)
Downloading :p
Dipping sauce
Dim Sum
Dvds
Dolphins
Dogs
Dancing

if you want a letter, then comment with "LETTER ME!" :D

2.
1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you five questions. I get to pick the questions.
3. You will post the answers to the questions (and the questions themselves) on your blog or journal.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions. And thus the endless cycle of the meme goes on and on and on and on...
from xxsmiiles :)

1) You are at a dinner and you notice a guy staring at you from across the room. You realize it is your favourite k-pop star! He tells you he's leaving for Korea tomorrow morning. Who is it and how would you make an impression so that he'll remember you forever, or at least even after he leaves?
lol it'd be Donghae of course! :D I guess I would want to go to an amusement park with him. Maybe Drop Zone? He would remember me as the crazy girl who's afraid of heights but still went on the ride. OR I draw him a picture and leave a note saying how much i adore him. :D Then ask for and autograph. :P

2) While you are walking down the street, you see a wallet. Out of pure luck, you find out it is Donghae's wallet! What do you do with it?
I would look inside and see what he puts in his wallet, except it most likely be just money. XD; lol Then mail it back to him because he would need his money. :)

3) What is the one thing in world that you wouldn't mind disappearing forever? (or what do you really hate that you wouldn't mind if it didn't exist anymore?)
Hmm, I have a strong strong dislike for insects and peppers. Either one. ): Insects because they're gross and scare me. ); Peppers because they taste weird imo and i'm talking about the red, orange, yellow, and green peppers. ): idrk why but i can't eat them, bleh.

4) How do you like to spend your free time?
Mostly on the comp, or watch tv. Right now I'm on vacation so I go on the Internet almost everyday. O: I like watching dramas or concerts (dvds). OR if i can find a good book, then I would read. :D

5) If you had to choose between $50,000 or spending one day with a k-pop idol of your choice, which would you pick? And if you picked spending a day with the k-pop star, who would it be?
I'd spend the day with Eunhyuk. ♥ i want to learn how to dance :) he can teach me. Or we can play video games or go eat. probably the latter, because i suck at video games. :P

That's it! long post indeed. lol and i'm getting tired. I need to eat lunch :P after I'm gonna go catch up on dramas. :)
BTW. THREE MORE WEEKS OR SO TIL HK. :D and i still haven't packed yet. >.>;; LOL i should start soon.

edit. bleh lj is messing with me first the cuts go weird and cuts off my text ): hopefully it works now. O:

heyyy :D it feels like i haven't updated for so long. just warn you guys this post might be very long (or not if i get tired of typing XD) so many things to say. XP
( cutcutcut ramble )

edit. ok well you know what lj cut off the rest of it and now i can't fix it ): /kicks lj ):
the rest of it

lol i have no idea why that is stuck in my head right now. XD ok so i dl their new mini-album >.> It's actually not that bad, just not as good as Gee. XP
i'm bored and haven't really ate lunch yet and it's 3:21 PM right now >.<;; And for some unknown reason I feel like writing a drabble :P I don't really understand why i started a new journal if i post most of my writing here XD;

Genieous | pg, fluff, romance, sneakiness.
Kyuhyun/Changmin (friendship); Eunhae (later on), probably more later.
tell me your wish, tell me the little dreams in your head - genie, snsd girls' generation

part one.

( genieous - part one? )

first off i finally found new layout and changed it :D it's pretty and i like the bg. i had a hard time putting stuff in the sidebar so in the end i put random stuff that i liked XD

but but the main point of this post is MUSIC BANK !! YAYY FOR ITS AWESOMENESS :DD Boys' Generation was amazingg and omg Hyukkie!! I finally saw him during the rapping part :D i missed him dancing because the others were distracting me from their singing and girly dancing. XDD
it's you + sorry sorry was so much ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥. sungmin didn't dance because he was injured; i hope he gets better soon. :) haha but he still looked hot standing there. ♥ and Eunhyuk was just oozing smex and hotness O: i just love him so much♥♥ he looked great in that suit and those sunglasses. guhh. i died. aw and heechul at the end was just funny. Genie for your elf. XD i'm gonna miss their perfs O; they're just so amazing and they always make me laugh/cheer me up :) ♥ look forward to the fancams and fan reports for their second asia tour. ♥
// just a question, did you guys have problems watching the videos from YT? because today i was using my desktop computer and there was no sound for the vids. D: i had to watch it on my laptop. i hope there's nothing wrong with my other computer; i mean it's sorta old but i still like to use it for watching dramas and dl-ing stuff. ):

well that's pretty much it. i just wanted to fangirl some more on my journal XD i'm gonna go probably eat lunch, then photoshop something (icons, header?) , and maybe have time to work on fic? ooh and i'm looking for new music sheets for piano, does anyone have recommendations? ^^ kpop songs, classical, etc. :D

in myself and my grades. DDDDDDDD; i got my report card today. and well i thought my average would still be roughly the same but wth it dropped by .7% DDDD: i gonna get killed baddddd by my mom. so overall i got a 93.1% (why is it always point 1's? last year i had 94.1)
there's two reasons for this drop well probably more but in marks-wise, this is why:

1. I got a 77% on my history exam. it was multiple choice and i studied studied studied. D: WHY? well half the stuff on the exam wasn't even taught and i switched teachers in the beginning of year so our class missed like the whole beginning of the first unit. and some other teacher wrote it and said teacher doesn't even teach everything to the class /whinesss. IT'S NOT FAIR. D<
2. Communications Technology mark went from a 95 to 91 D: what is this?!  i'm doom to failure. all because i didn't hand in an assignment which the teacher never really talked about. i mean it was after our exams, who really took it seriously? ): BUT that didn't make much of a difference so i guess i didn't do as well as i thought on my exams for the course. O: /sigh.

i feel depressed. i know what you're thinking, 93.1 % is not even that bad because others would want this mark. but i just feel like i'm falling behind and not improving. ;___; it's not that big of a deal and i know i'm gonna get over it. but right i really just. don't. know. i'm so lost. @___@
like other reasons this could've happened was because i spend too much time on fandoms and not put the effort into looking academic things. D: but really how am i suppose to leave fandom behind? i just love them too much. ♥

especially Super Junior singing Gee ♥ just made me feel loads better and almost made me forget about this whole thing. and this made me fall in love with Donghae all over again ♥ his engrish makes me melt. ♥ kyuhyun has awesomee english. and so does the girls. ^^ i love taeyeon's voice and i'm jealous that they're so pretty. XD

maybe i should spend less time on the computer. like that's really possible DX i think fandom is really the thing that keeps me going without it i'd feel even worse. (: and of course i love all my friends who support me ♥ lj and irl. :D

/except right now my rl friends are ditching me so i can't go watch Transformers tonight. D: they're such meanies.
oh well i'm gonna go grab lunch and probably watch more SJ videos on YT. XD;;